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“Just like you, I get lonely too.”


It isn’t all what it seems. Even through all the constant new friendships and the constant meeting of new people almost everyday and new venues, sometimes there is still slumber within that. Theres a lot of time spent alone which people don’t realise:


  • You travel to the castings alone.

(most of the time)


  • You go to the gym alone.

(if you actually want to get work done!)


  • You fly to the jobs alone.

(if you’re not being stalked by some creep that keeps thinking “he saw you somewhere” because you are a model and you have to make up an imaginary bodyguard boyfriend story to get him away from you so you can sleep)


  • You enter the casting room alone


Its about the quality of the company not the quantity, and it there is both – well then that is great! But when you find that slumber within the chaos, I think its great to meditate and pray. It’s the time I use to look over what I am doing now, and what I am about to do, and if I am keeping in touch with my daily goals and aspirations. And this applies to any kind of work, use the Silence to Solve.


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 “I like online shopping and putting everything I want in my cart, then checking my subtotal and laughing and closing the tab. “

But it’s okay though….’cus I got God. Even if I don’t get those jeans he’ll clothe me with his kindness *cries*


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I find that people in the open industry are scared of being open about their beliefs because they don’t want to be seen as different , or they’re scared to say “Jesus” because they’ll get unfollowed. But its about being you and standing for what you believe in. ( Spiritual World >> Agreeing with my daily motivation: https://instagram.com/spiritualword/ )

I actually saw someone unfollowing someone because she was posting about how much God had done in her life. And I was shocked because I don’t understand why you would not want to appreciate someone for the greater good. And at the end of the day, it’s their loss. Because declaring about uplifting prophesies, and great things that have come out of inner spirituality is not a crime.

Anyways, Quiet is good. Theres a lot of drama in and out of the industry and I am not the type to be in it. Its best to just watch from the back.

I don’t wanna get in the drama, I just wanna know 103% of the information on what happened. #Motel 


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Eni Maj

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